Searching for….

I’m searching

I’m looking

I can’t stop the urge
It’s in me

I can’t control it

I feel the fire spreading
When will it end

I don’t know

How can I wash it out

I don’t think I want to
I’m searching

I’m looking

For something

Anything

An urge I can’t stop

A feeling that I can’t understand
When will this stop

Do I want it to stop

One day I hope

My searching will come

To a final end