I’m searching
I’m looking
I can’t stop the urge
It’s in me
I can’t control it
I feel the fire spreading
When will it end
I don’t know
How can I wash it out
I don’t think I want to
I’m searching
I’m looking
For something
Anything
An urge I can’t stop
A feeling that I can’t understand
When will this stop
Do I want it to stop
One day I hope
My searching will come
To a final end
THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU! To all of you!
I have met my goal; remember when I posted A new goal for a Muslim Latina blog will you help? I said that I wanted to reached 1,600 views by the end of the year? We did it!! Yes WE DID IT! If it wasn’t for your follows and coming back to read my blog over and over again I would not have reached this goal so soon.
So Thank You dear followers, if it wasn’t for your continued support I wouldn’t have made it this far. My new goal for the end of this year is 1,700 views. Insha’Allah we will get there together.
I will strive to keep giving you post that are interesting, informative or just entertaining. I hope that you keep me in your reader list for many more years to come! For all of you that just recently added me onto your reader list I Thank You also! You all have helped me grow even more.
Until Next Time,
LK
A heat wave
A flush of my body
I’m ready
Come and give me
What I yearn
Butterflies of nerves
In the pit of my stomach
My short gasp
Escaping my swollen mouth
Come to me
Give me the passion
An escaped moan
A vibration of satisfaction
Asecndance to pleasure heaven
Come and join me
To a bliss of carnal love
I’m back! This couple of days I took off was what I needed! I have recharged my batteries and ready to go!
As I have said before I signed up for a website as a freelance writer. Well a couple of weeks ago I did a second article and it got accepted! I filled out my W-9 form and now I am trying to set up a schedule at home in order for me to actually start submitting more articles.
I will still be writing on WP as much as possible. I am planning on writing as a freelance writer for four hours twice a week. If I see that my articles are being accepted then I might do it more often. I need to have a minimum of ten dollars to ask for a payment. They only pay through Paypal so I’m not sure if Paypal actually charges. Talking to hubby he agrees with my plan. I’m not trying to get rich here but I am trying to gain more experience as a writer.
They still have not come back with my evaluations on my two articles. They said that they evaluate articles as they come in. As of right now I am at level 3, as soon as they do my evaluations I am hopeful that it gets raised to a level 4 or 5.
Insha’Allah as I keep getting more experience and my levels keep getting higher; then the articles I submit will have a bigger cashflow. I might even go back to school or at least get courses for writers to maybe grow a career from this. As always this is a hobby for me with the dream of becoming a career…
I look forward in giving you all more creative post in the future.
Until Next Time,
LK
He stands and listen’s
too a sound outside
He sees the shadow
He sees the widow
He stands and listens
He stands in shock
He listen’s and shrieks
With pain and shock
The shadow stands
no emotion no words
The shadow has fire
it has a shape, it moves closer to him
He sees the shadow and listens
he can not move
The widow
old and wrinkled
reaches for him
and him alone
He stands and remembers
That child, lover
The wife
A slow tear rolls off his face as he realizes
The shadow is is darken heart
The sound he hears is his own pained screamed
While holding his wife and child
in his arms
You hurt me so much
You changed my life
How can I live now
With this pain in my life
I need love
I need joy
But you took it all away from me
That night that you left long ago
How can you hurt me this way
Can’t you see, you left me defenseless
I needed companionship
I trusted you with my life
In the end you chose to rip it apart
Now I’m sitting here
Thinking in this lonely dark corner
I wish I could demand you to come back to me
Being alone
I now know my life was with you
But you killed me
What can I do now
I’m lifeless
I’m nothing
with out you
Not knowing where to go
Always walking with blinded eyes
There is no sky, there is no earth
All I know is there something deep inside me
That has bloomed
Discovering the earth
Discovering Passion
Your eyes are so teasing
They ignite fire within my body
Taking a step, tripping over my own feet
You seem so far away, like a cloud
Impossible to reach
All I want is the passion
I feel when you’re around me
That deep blooming feeling I have
has come because of you
I need you in my heart, in my soul
To make this passion I discovered
Go out of control
I remember being
Picked up
I remember being
Fed
I remember being
Comforted
In the arms
Of a loving woman
I remember hearing
You’ll hurt yourself
I remember hearing
Your too young
I remember hearing
Spread your wings
And fly high
These are memories
These are images
These are loving
Memories
Being built
Thank you
For giving me
My memories
For giving me
Comfort
For giving me
Something
I can give
My children
My memories
Your legacy
Will be
Passed down
Kiss me
Hug me
Smile at me
Do I ask for to much
Do I ask for the impossible
Do I expect to much from you
Touch me
Comfort me
Love me
Isn’t that what we all want
Isn’t it how a couple should be
Why is it so foreign for you
Love
A four letter word
Are you that afraid
To Love
Remember that a while back I mentioned how I signed up on a freelance writing website. For the past two weeks I have been messaging them because they needed to verify that I can legally work, and if it was really me.
I actually like that because I know that my privacy and work will be protected. They finally finished the verification and I finally got an email today that they were going to check my sample writing that I submitted.
Of course I do know that I am not the best writer. I am okay but I need a lot of improvement. Well they rate from 1 star (poor) up too a 5 star (good), guess where I landed…. I’m not proud but I will be honest.. I landed on the 3 star… So I definitely need improvement.
The reason they put me at 3 star is because I didn’t put a comma when talking about two independent clauses with a coordinating conjunction. So words that I have to look up now because frankly I do not know what they mean.
The good part and I will take it as a good part is that at least that was the only mistake in my sample!! Also, when someone shows you a mistake then it is way easier to correct.
Looking through the ads (jobs) to sign up for, I can only sign up if they are rated a 3 star. To my disappointment there are not a lot of 3 star opportunities. The ones that I did see were about games and I don’t play games! So that sucked.. I did find one about shopping.
About a product that a company is trying to sell. So it was a small 200 word count sample that I had to write. I’m so nervous because this is my FIRST freelance writing job that I submitted for!! I re-read that article about 4 times before hitting that submit button.
So now the client has 3 days to reject or accept my writing sample. After 3 days if the client has done neither then it is automatically accepted and I will get paid.. Now its not like I am making money here but a few bucks is a few bucks right?
So wish me luck and hope that the client accepts my writing sample!
Until Next Time,
LK
A Muslim Latina 